The Gray Family

All I want... I already have....

2011-12-01T01:04:00.000-08:00

I have the most adorable boys ever.

The best honey.

I am blessed.
Very, blessed.
I am just going to ask God for one thing for Christmas....
To bring my husband home safely.
It's ok if we have to wait until April.
We miss him.
We love him.
Brayden told me tonight that he wanted to be a solder, just like his Daddy and Captain America.
I just smiled.
I love my little boys....
Here, take a look.

Merry Christmas!

Us!

2011-11-02T15:07:00.000-07:00

Summer 2011

A Glipse Into My Photography

2011-06-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

Enjoy!!

You can also click HERE to go to my photography facebook page.

B is 4!!

2011-06-06T21:44:00.000-07:00

He is a wonderful big brother

He can always make us laugh

He has a great imagination

He can be mischievous

and silly

extremely loveable

and carefree

and tender hearted

We love you B! You are such a blessing to us!

Preschool Graduation!

2011-05-26T23:03:00.000-07:00

Rosie and Brayden

Today was Brayden's graduation from preschool, and I need to pay tribute to someone very special!

Ever wanted to know what a Saint looked like? Well just look in the picture. The cute lady with B is his most precious teacher Rosie. He and I both love her to pieces. Rosie is as sweet as her name, she has the energy of a two year old, and what would seem to be unlimited patience! Rosie is a special needs teacher and she truly has been a Godsend to us!

I went to her the first week of preschool. Brayden was enrolled in another class at a different CDC, and since he couldn’t communicate well… well, it was bad. A very dear friend of mine told me about Rosie. She said that Rosie was the "Child Whisperer" and she could fix anything. So later that afternoon I went to meet with her. I remember meeting her for the first time and finding my self with most sweetest spirited person ever! I told Rosie about Brayden’s behavior and my concerns about his speech and that he didn’t communicate well. She gave me a lot of information, and she told me that even if I couldn’t get him changed to that class right away, to just come anyway and “visit” because she’d make room for us. (And this is after she knew me a whole 5 seconds). Sweet huh!!

It was nothing short of a blessing that the class had an opening, and I was able to switch him within the week. I remember that first day picking him up, and Rosie was holding his hand and walking out with all the other kids to the bus. I guess he just didn’t want to let go. After all was said and done, and the other kids were on the bus, Rosie walked him to the car and helped him get in his car seat. She spent time talking to him, and I just kept thinking “Wow… she is so wonderful!! And she’s actually getting him in his car seat!” And you know what, that wasn’t the last time either.

When ever I would need help, thought I needed help, didn’t know I needed help… its like she magically knew how to help. Anytime I asked for advice, she always knew what to say and had some kind of resolution to a problem…. As you can see, it’s not hard to understand why Brayden and I think she hung on the moon!

Brayden has come a long way, from talking to communicating, from super crazy to calm and crazy ;) I can't help but be so very very proud of him! But when I stop and look at it, I am so very grateful to have had someone helping me along the way. I am truly indebted to her. I don’t know how I will ever repay her for everything she has done. I don’t know how I could ever thank her enough. We love our Rosie, and it’ll be a very long summer without her!!!!

Alecia, Brayden, and Rosie

Receiving his certificate!

For the last day they had water play!!

Brayden and Rosie

And he loved it!!

May she didn't quite so much. ;)

Brayden, Seth, and Rosie

Teachers got involved too!

Seth and Rosie

And paybacks were more than welcome!

Jackson

Even baby brothers enjoyed the fun!

Daddy and Jack

Temples!

2011-01-27T13:56:00.000-08:00

My new photo project is a Temple series. My first Temple that I'm working on is none other than the beautiful Las Vegas Temple {and it doesn't hurt that it is within walking distance of my house} I have fallen in love with this temple and I will be doing a secret process with the pictures, so it'll be extra fun!

Airshow!

2011-01-27T13:47:00.000-08:00

Nellis AFB is home to the Thunderbirds, there for we get to witness their finale every year. And yes, we love it. It is soooooo much fun!!

A Touch of Heaven

2010-11-26T00:53:00.000-08:00

Many times we have tender moments. Moments that make you cry in an instant. My moment was on Thanksgiving morning. Brayden and I were just having another day sitting at our nook and eating breakfast. As we ate, Brayden shouted "Look Mommy, it's Ethan!" It caught me off guard, and I simply said "Where? Where is Ethan?" He replied while peeking out our sliding glass doors "There, by my car.... Hi Ethan!!" He continued eating. A few moments later I asked if he could still see Ethan. Brayden instantly looked up from his food and glanced again out our door and said "Nope, he went home." I calmly asked, "Where is his home?" ...For the first time ever, he replied "In the sky." -----

I have talked to him so many times about his friend who went to Heaven.... and he didn't really understand. I still don't think he entirely gets it. But maybe after this we might be getting somewhere with our teachings. He randomly talks about Ethan. Time will go by when I won't hear about Ethan for a few weeks and then suddenly I'll hear Brayden in his room saying things like "Here, Ethan." "Take this, Ethan" etc... It's very touching. I try to sit outside his room and listen when these special moments happen. And when they do, my tears aren't very far behind.

After breakfast, nothing else was spoken about Ethan until a few hours later when it was time for us to go to our Thanksgiving dinner. As we were walking out to our driveway to jump in our truck, our neighbors' family members (2 men) were standing outside between our two driveways. Brayden, the social butterfly he is, ran right up to them and said "HI!!" The men had big grins on their faces and were saying hello back. He then proceeded to say, "Look!" As he pointed to the sky and said "Its my guy Ethan!! He live in sky." The two men mistaken him for saying its an airplane in the sky, and so the young man pointed the other direction and said, "There, that's the jet stream." Brayden pointed again and said, "No, he's over there!" They then looked confused and just smiled and told him to have a Happy Thanksgiving. (Very very nicely by the way, they were really sweet to him)......

The rest of that day I kept thinking of Ethan, and our last Thanksgiving. Last year Ethan, his mom and dad and his little brother (and Brayden's best friend) Evan, attended Thanksgiving at our house. I couldn't help but think about them today, and how much we love and miss them.... After Ethan's sudden passing at the tender age of 7, his family moved. They had orders to another base and left about 6 weeks later. It's hard to think of them being so far away... :(

....But the weird thing is, while Brayden loves and misses his friend Evan, he never mentions that he "sees" him, or is "playing" with him like he does Ethan. He knows he can call Evan on the phone.... Which brings me to this: children are so close to our Father in Heaven.... They came directly from Him not very long ago.... So.... Maybe they can still see it? Maybe he already knows... and I just need to help him remember? Whatever the case maybe, I am thankful for these little moments he can have with his friend. Ethan is missed terribly, but I'm glad to feel him around every once and a while. And for that, I am truly thankful.

My favorite picture of Ethan, I remember the moment I took it. I had been babysitting them for the day. I had given him lots of brownies, juice, chocolate, and macaroni and cheese. I didn't cover my tracks too well, the evidence is still left behind.

At Spring Mountain Ranch, a few weeks before he passed away.

I love this. All boy. Running. Tongue. Stick. Hehe!

Ethan was a wonderful friend to Brayden. Brayden loves to wrestle (a trait he learned from his dad) and Ethan would let Brayden hang on him, tug on him, pull him to the ground, and just play around. He never would say an unkind word or get upset. He was always caring, carefree, fun, and loving.

They will always be great friends!

Photography....

2010-11-10T19:50:00.000-08:00

I have a photography website up on Facebook. Click on the link if you would like to see it. Also, if you add me, and suggest to your friends.... you will be entered in my drawings for free photo shoots and CD's! Click here.

Jackson's 2 week old photos.

2010-07-05T16:17:00.001-07:00

Introducing....

2010-07-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

Jackson Troy Gray
Born June 18, 2010
at 4:49 pm
6 pounds 4 ounces
20 inches long

Its Been Awhile And There's Been Some Changes....

2010-02-08T10:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry I haven't posted in a really long time. I've just got out of the habit. So I'll do a quick little update, and in a few days I'll try to post some pictures. But for those of you who have Facebook, just go check them out.

Change #1

We moved. That in itself has been a lot of work. We painted, carpeted, plastered, and replaced every light fixture you can think of. Our house is really coming along, and we love it. Brayden loves the space and every time he goes somewhere inside he runs like a wild man.

Change #2

We're expecting! I'm almost 5 months now, and we had an ultrasound about a week ago and the tech was pretty sure we are having another boy. Which is no surprise to me, I kinda thought that the entire time. I guess someone thought I needed to be surrounded by awesome men!! ;) And did I mention I'm due on my birthday? How random is that!?

So that in a nutshell is a little quick update. I'll try to post more, and I'll also try to get pictures up very soon! Love you all!!

Updating...

2009-10-18T22:37:00.000-07:00

Sorry I have been slacking on our blog, but we have been busy...

Troy and I just bought our first house, and we are thrilled!! Needless to say it has been hectic.. But I love everyone and haven't forgotten you....

I wanted to do a little update about Beez. He still doesn't talk much but says 'yes' constantly. To everything. Even if he doesn't mean it... or maybe he does.... I asked him all this in about a minute...

Me: "Beez, are you hungry?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Do you need to go potty?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Did you toot?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Did you make this mess?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Do you stink?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Did you hit?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Did you like your Veggies?"
B: "Yes."
Troy: "Does mommy have a nice butt?"
B: "Yes."
Me: "Should mommy hit daddy?"
B: "Yes."
Me "Hard?"
B: "Yes."

At this point I'm sure you all get the picture. Any advice how to get a two year old to talk more... well I'm all ears.

When Will Fall Get Here?

2009-08-28T18:57:00.000-07:00

Seriously, when will it be cold? When will I be able to put on my jacket when I walk outside? When will I get to snuggle on the couch, with my hunny, hot cocoa in hand, oh and a blanket? When will that happen? When will it STOP with the consistent 100 degrees outside? YucK on so many levels!! I'm so ready for fall! Hurry up and get here! NOW!!

Our New House!

2009-08-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

We just put in an offer on our very first house. The house was in foreclosure and on the market for a day when we found it, the next day it had so many offers on it that the bank decided to leave the opportunity window open for just one day. Well, a few excruciating days later and a lil bid war as it would seem, we found out or offer was accepted. We should close at the end of September and we are super excited!! The house needs paint in a bad way, a fridge, dishwasher, and a built in microwave, but other than that, it is in great shape! Oh and the best part is, its in a court and when we walk out onto our driveway we can see the Temple. I know it sounds cheesy, but we are less than a mile away from it and it makes Vegas seem more like home.

And for those of you who can't see it in person, I drew up a floor plan to give you a better idea of what it looks like.

Water Fights Rock!!

2009-07-17T13:30:00.001-07:00

It was 110 here last night, and my 2 special kids had a water fight...

Checking to see if its cold and wet..

Loving his new toy...

Oh yeah! This thing splashes!

I think I'll attack dad...

And I got him good....

But I forgot he's dad, and stronger than me...

He got me soaked!!

And I cried....

Daddy felt sad, and gave me back my weapon...

The grass got slippery and I went for a dive...

In the end, dad won...

And I was "all d, all d.."

aka: all done, all done!!

For more pictures on this fantastic water fight, go check out my face book!!

July Already!

2009-07-01T13:01:00.000-07:00

Wow, I can't believe its July already.. and since some of you are getting on my case about it, I decided I'd do an update and post some pics.

Brayden. He turned 2 on May 30th. And let me tell you, he's good at it. Here are some naughty techniques that he's picked up:

Taking off his diaper, check.
Hitting others, check.
Throwing toys, check.
Coloring on the walls, check.

Wait, wait... he's doing some good things to....

After he's done disposing of his own diaper, he comes and tells me.
When he makes a mess, he cleans it.
When he hits, he says sorry and gives a love.
And when he colors on the walls, he grabs the wipes and wipes it off.

Now, if we could only get him to not do the naughty thing in the first place, then we'll be set!!

Current Obsession: Curious George, the movie.

My favorite part of the day: When I tuck him in at night and tell him I love him, each time I say it he leans up and gives me one last hug and one last kiss with a very loud 'muah' after it. That does it, he just melts my heart.

Eating some ice cream with daddy.

Driving back from Utah, amused with Cheetos.

This is what happens when he dresses himself.

Trying to teach him about the color blue.

Sweet Sweet.

And last but certainly not least.... is this picture. This was taken the same day he put his shirt on as shorts, and it made him look like he was wearing a skirt... a really low rise skirt. Hehe! What a pill! He's crazy if he thinks I'm letting him go out like that!!

I Left My Heart In San Fransisco

2009-07-01T11:59:00.000-07:00

We spent one day in San Fransisco... and we were supposed to be there for a full weekend but things didn't really go as planned. Here are some pics that I got, enjoy!!

Bay Bridge.

Underneath the Golden Gate Bridge.

My first major league baseball game Giants vs. Athletics.. and yes, the Giants won!

Troy and I in front of this random curvy street.

Me and my Ruthie!!

The trip was a little bittersweet. We were on a trip up the coast because Ruth was moving and we wanted to go along for the ride. I wish it could have lasted much longer like planned, but sometimes things just don't work out that way. It was so hard saying goodbye to one of my best friends. While I know Ruth is needed in Anchorage, and I know God has a special plan for her, I'll continue to be hard headed and bitter that she's gone and left me to rot in hot Vegas!! Hehe!! Just kidding baby girl, well... kinda...ha! Anyways, she's truly a sweetheart and great friend. I already don't know what to do with myself with her gone. UGH!!! Love ya mama!!

BEEP BEEP!!

2009-06-08T15:01:00.001-07:00

Brayden LOVES cars! Riding in them, helping mom build them, and in some cases he thinks he's even big enough to drive them!

It doesn't matter that Auntie Ruth's truck weighs 4,729 pounds, he thinks he can handle it.

Brayden's sunglasses or 'Oh Yeahs!' are a must in the car. It doesn't matter if they're on properly.

He hates getting in the car seat. But once he's in there, it doesn't matter that he's strapped in.

And when I tried to buy him his own car, it didn't matter if it wasn't built yet, he still wanted to be in it.

VOOM! VOOM!

Brayden...

2009-06-02T14:00:00.000-07:00

On Saturday my lil Beez turned 2. It is hard to believe that he's that old, has a mouth full of teeth, and weighs 27 pounds!! It feels just like yesterday I had him and honestly.... this all went by a little too fast!! I wish time would SLOW DOWN just a bit and I could enjoy my baby {little boy} just a little bit longer.

The Cooler the BETTER!

2009-05-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

Recently our AC went out in our house. For those of you who don't know, Vegas has been well into the 100's and 110's, and our little house has been 81 degrees INSIDE!! So on Friday we call housing to put in a maintenance request to get our AC fixed. They send out this guy who replaces the battery in our thermostat and he takes a quick peek at our unit out side. He tells Troy all is well, and leaves....

The weekend hits, along with a 2 degree increase inside our house... Monday rolls around and they send out another guy. He looks at the unit outside and is out there about 5 minutes and then says "its fixed, just wait an hour and the air should go down. Remember its hot outside." Really? I had no idea that it was so hot, those thoroughly cooked scrambled eggs on my driveway show me no proof at all! Anyway, we decide to leave and go out to dinner and 'wait' for the air to come down.... well we get home and our house is another 2 degrees hotter! It would seem that we are headed in the wrong direction here.... Anyways later on.... its in the middle of the night on Monday, 86 degrees, and we have one very unhappy 23 month old who is sweating like crazy and crying. Oh yes... that was soooo much fun.....

So Tuesday morning rolls around and I call housing again. I was very calm, but I let them know that I was not happy at all and informed them {yet again} that we had pets AND a 2 year old who doesn't do well in 87 degree weather inside his room. Yes 87, it climbed up another degree in the morning. So, they send another person out. This man was close to being twice the age of the other two men, and you know what-- he identified the problem in about 30 seconds and went to work FIXING my AC unit, and not giving me EXCUSES that its 'hot' outside! It turns out that the fan motor was broken and needed to be replaced. This was a 90 minute job that he had to do in 105 degree weather and this kind man still managed to give Brayden a 'hi-5' when he left... and here's why I'm upset:

Two very capable young men (both in their late 20's) had previously came to my house and gave me poor excuses as to why my unit didn't work properly (probably because they knew how much work was involved in fixing it). Then this older gentleman came out and fixed it without complaint. It upsets me because he was older than the two other guys and it must have been harder for him to work out in that kind of heat for such a long time. Not to mention removing and assembling various pieces of my new AC motor outside in the scorching heat!! Even the birds were sweating, it was sooooo freaking hot!! So, the moral of my story is next time I see those two lazy gentlemen... it will be hard to NOT pick up Brayden's rubber bat (that doesn't really exist) and beat them with it! And the next time I see the older, kinder gentleman... well I think I'll bake him some brownies and tell him how much I appreciate hard working people like him that made my home a better place to live.

Time to think: Since when did we get the mind set as to 'not working hard' and still getting a pay check? Apparently people that are my age need to be reminded by the generations before us, and work on our 'working ethic' sheesh!...... Sorry for this major soap box. I'll make you all brownies just for listening.

Photography Class....

2009-05-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

My photography class has ended and I'm so sad about it. It's going to seem like forever until my next class starts. Well, I'll put in some of the work I did. All these pictures were produced in the wet lab. So please forgive me if they look weird, my scanner is dumb and acts like its 957 years old. But the originals are awesome.. here's a little bit of my work. But before I show you anything, I have to give a special thanks to Shannon and her boys Ethan and Evan. They were my models through most of my class and I'm so thankful of the time I got to spend with them. I'm also grateful that they put up with me too!! Did you know that Shannon actually watched Brayden while I went to class? As if I didn't ask enough from her already!! They did a lot for us, and I just needed everyone to know how amazing they are. Thanks guys, love ya lots and lots!!

This is Ethan and Evan at Spring Mountain Ranch, the old "Howard Hughes" place.

All the rest are of Brayden at Mount Charleston and Spring Mountain Ranch. I'll post some more soon, I just have these close because they were part of my final. Anyways, I'm thinking about doing some more outdoor children's photography if anyone is interested.... the more I do it, the better I'll get {hopefully}.

Why I SUPER Love My Boys!

2009-05-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

For moments like these that remind me that time is precious and worth every minute.

We met 8 years ago today!!

2009-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

Cinco de Mayo mind as well be our anniversary. We met on this glorious day 8 years ago! And let me tell you, its one funny story. Or maybe its just funny to us, but here it goes:

We met at a club, and it was completely by chance. I really don't like clubs, and I'm not a fan of going to any unless I'm really really really really in the mood. Even then, I still don't like them. But I went anyway. And I wore something I would now come to regret. I wore these cheetah pants with a black tank. I wore the pants because someone else was wearing them too, and we decided to match (typical stupid girl move). I also let this girl twist up my long locks and have it spiky at the top. It looked funky that's for sure, but we didn't care because we kept saying "Its Cinco de Mayo, so who cares? Its not like where gonna met anyone!!" riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighttttttttt. Well, then I met Troy. And let me tell you, our first impressions weren't very good . He thought I was a gangster girl with all my attire on and with a name like mine, I told him my name was 'Drea'. Everyone who knows me calls me that!! Geez. I thought he was cute, I had this feeling I'd know him forever, BUT after I asked for his name twice (and not because I forgot, but because it was too loud where we were) when he wrote his name in the air with his finger, I thought "WHO IN THE WORLD DOES THAT!?!?!" And you know what, I still left that night not knowing his name, but he left with my number. So the ball was in his court.

What do ya know.... 3 days later...... he called. We chatted for a while, and I told him I was off to work. So he decided to drop in (at Pearle Vision, whoot!). Apparently I made a better impression this time, and so did he. I wore my usual gray slacks with a button up white shirt, and had my hair down and curled. (I can't believe I still remember this).. But Troy later said that the 'school-girl look' was much better on me, and he read my name tag that said "Andrea" not this supposed gangster name of Drea. He looked hot, even though I can't remember what he wore. Then he decided to take me out on a date, and that's how it all started those long and happy 8 years ago.... whoot whoot!

The FACTS about Swine Influenza...

2009-05-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

Before everyone freaks out, please know your facts about the Swine Flu. The media is completely blowing it out of proportion. My sources are the CDC Website, and the 2009 Swine Flu outbreak on Wikipedia.org, as well as hospital informants. Those links will also take you directly to the statistics.

First off, did you know that there have only been 20 confirmed deaths of the Swine Flu? Did you know that it is only 'suspected' that 101 have died from it, and they are all from Mexico? Out of the entire world since March of this year, only about 101 have suspected to be taken from this disease, and yet ONLY 20 have been confirmed. This has been ongoing for nearly two months, and did you know in America alone, 36,000 Americans die from the regular flu each year? Don't believe me, click here at the CDC website (aka: The Center for Disease and Control Prevention). Ok, so 36,000 Americans only, die from the regular flu each year, that's estimate of 3,000 people dying each month. Don't you think we are being foolish to be terrified of 20 confirmed deaths and 101 suspected IN THE ENTIRE WORLD (all of these people were from Mexico-including the child who died in Texas who already had other health problems other than Swine Flu). We live in a world of 6.5 Billion people and the chances of dying form this is 1 in every 38 million. Your chance of dying from the regular flu is (only if your American only) is 1 in every 180,000. If you choose to be frightened in something, you should be more scared of that!

Did you know that the Swine Flu can be cured easier than the regular flu? I was talking to a friend who works at the hospital on base, and she said that no one at her work has been alerted or notified of this 'Swine Flu Threat' and the doctors said that its completely ridiculous that it has escalated to this point. And they work at hospital! So don't you think if the medical professionals aren't worried about it, then why should you? OH and if this pandemic were bad enough, our active duty military personal would have to get mandatory vaccinations, and no- that has not happened yet. So why does the Vice President (maybe even Obama too) and the media want to worry the American public? Could it be that we tend to listen a lot better when we are terrified or scared of something- then we usually do what people say... hmmmmm.... you tell me....

It seems like to me that this is a way to scare us into worrying about our own health, rather than paying attention to some potential bigger issues- like the preparation of another war maybe...? I think that is a big possibility since Troy is slotted to deploy again in early 2010... he wont even be home 10 months this time. So I have to wonder what they are planning outside the control of Afghanistan. Also, in Troy's department alone, it is rumored that they are going for 9 on 9 off as far as deploying and regular CE is 6 on 6 off, which is a huge extension of their deployments (apparently it's going to be the same for medical and military police). So give my thanks to them. Make us scared on our own turf, of our own bodies, during a time when our military will be gone more... leaving more Americans to live with more fear and ciaos because they don't know better? Media over doing it? Am I looking to far into it? You tell me, give me your feedback whether you agree with me or not... I'm open to all opinions even if they are different, and respect them- as you should respect mine even if you don't agree with them. And during your own research, if you come across something, or if I have made a mistake somewhere - I wanna know about it. I'd appreciate the source to be credible, and not from media opinions and warnings, I want the facts and statistics.

On a side note, and this is to give you something else to think about- (this can be a result of global warming/volcanic activity etc.... for those of you who don't believe in a higher power.) 295,608 people died during the 2004 Tsunami, If the Lord chooses to call you home, its your time to go. Do not be terrified of that. I believe He knows best and you shouldn't live your life in fear just because someone tells you to. You shouldn't not board a plane, or take the bus because VP Biden said to be scared of the Swine Flu floating around on it. Because of what we learned then, back in 2004, is that we can leave this world at anytime and anywhere. Do your part to make the world better while your here, please don't live in fear!! Live your life for today with minimal dullness!!!

Thanks for my soap box and hearing me out.

Updated May 3, 2009

Beezees and His First Theater Experience.

2009-04-24T10:43:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I decided that it was time to see how Beez would do in a movie theater. Monsters and Aliens were playing and I told troy we HAD to go! Well.. Troy did not want to do this, but he went with it anyway. He was so nervous when we walked into the theater, he said 'I'm scared, we're gonna be the only people with a one year old in the entire place!' Well I hate to say it babe, but you were wrong. It's a kids movie, and there were babies, one year-olds, twosises, and threesies. Anyways... I thought we needed popcorn and candy to distract him if we had any 'issues' and a drink. So once we had everything we needed, including a booster seat, we headed into theater #1 (kinda cool for his first time!).....and Brayden did so well! He insisted that he hold the popcorn through most of the movie. It was only the last ten minutes were he started to lose it a little, and i don't blame him- it was kinda slow at the end- So he and I decided to stand in the corner and finish watching the movie- it turned out that he just wanted to stomp around like Ginormica and growl. Overall he did really well, and I'm excited to take him again.

Troy, Brayden, and the massive amount of popcorn that we had no hope in finishing.

What's in a Name?

2009-04-14T16:51:00.000-07:00

Its tax time, and the only thing I think about this time of year is.... how my official last name is still Niederhauser, even though we've been married for 6 years!! One would think I would learn my lesson and change my name! But no, I only think about it one day a year..... and nothing makes Troy madder! He says that after 6 years he's paid his dues and I should 'officially' change my name. Well he says this every year, and you know what... every year I say "I will" and then I never do..... Oops. Sorry babe. I like your name, I promise. Even if I still have to spell it to everyone everywhere I go, just like I did Niederhauser...... and for those of you who don't know.... It's g-r-A-y! That's a whole lot easier than spelling n i e-d e r-h a u-s e r ...and I'll be honest, I don't miss all the crazy questions/comments that went along with that name. For instance:

"Thats a mouth full!"
"Try saying that ten times fast."
"Where's your accent?"
"Your German aren't you!"
"That's an unusual name, isn't it?"
"Are you related to that paper factory?" NO! That's Weyerhauser, you nerds!
"My goodness, how did you ever learn how to spell that?" (and I learned it in a song that kinda went like this: N is for nice, I is for ice, E is for eyes, D is for dice... etc)
And the most common miss-pronunciation of my name was Nigh-derhauser. (Well its pronounced Neeederhauser, just so you know).

While I don't miss any of that, I kinda miss the name. I'm proud of my SWISS, yes Swiss, ancestors. And would you believe it, when they came to America-- they shortened the name.. so it used to be longer!! And don't get me wrong, I'm happy and glad to be a Gray- but being a Niederhauser, or should I say von Niederhausern, had the coolest story behind it. And it seemed like everyone I talked to, knew at least one person that I was related to-- which was an easy conversation starter. Plus I always got asked 'what does your name mean?' .... Well it means "Down House" in German, aka basement.

Ok, I'm rambling now so I'll stop. I will make an appointment and change my name officially... I guess, if I have to. -Hehe.

Dun dun dun.....

2009-04-04T23:24:00.001-07:00

All i'm going to say is Troy will be home soon, so stay tuned for welcome home pics! Whoot! Whoot!

Pictures!

2009-03-13T23:25:00.001-07:00

Lets Have a Cup of Humble, Shall We?

2009-03-04T20:30:00.000-08:00

Let me just say this first, being in between sizes sucks. Period. While I'm thankful I've lost 7 pounds, I'm stressed out that my clothes do not fit me right. I really don't want to spend the money to buy new clothes during my "lifestyle change". Besides- that is going to be my 'reward' money for a new wardrobe. However its hard to look attractive in big tee-shirts, and whats worse... not finding the tee-shirt I can actually fit in. So what do I do when I can't find a shirt that fits? Well, I throw a fit. I'll be honest, I act like a 12 year old when things aren't going my way and my shirt isn't right in front of me covered in gold silk. I scream at my closet, dump my hamper on my bed, and search helplessly through the remains. And yes, I'm normally screaming "where is my stupid shirt!? Uuuugh!!"

Is this really appropriate behavior in front of my 22 month old? Um, no. And the other day I found out why. This is sooooo embarrassing, and it is actually really hard to know that my son see's me this way. I figure that I can benefit from this (and learn a good lesson), so I'll tell my story:

I'm having a "battle" with the hamper on my bed, yelling "where is my stupid shirt" and getting very agitated. Well I found my shirt, put it on, and my life went on. HOWEVER! A few hours later, I found Brayden in my closet throwing my clothes above his head yelling "shirt shirt!" Then balling up his fists and saying "arrrrrg!" He immediately starts laughing, like he just cracked himself up or saw something really funny. Well, was he laughing at me? UH, obviously! One: kids don't lie. And two: I must look like a complete psycho when I do it, and he thinks its hilarious! This is sooooo not healthy in anyway!!

I was humbled. My one year old humbled me. He made me notice that I am NOT invisible when I act bad or when I say naughty words like 'stupid'. Man, I need to change my ways. Because if I'm not invisible to Brayden, I'm definitely not invisible to others and I really need to start setting a better example!

Someone want to shovel my embarrassed soul off the ground now?

My Way

2009-02-27T09:33:00.000-08:00

Performed by the 3 Tenors. I love the 3 Tenors. Some of you might notice I have they're stuff in my playlist, and yeah... I really DO like them. They remind me of working in my dad's office, or driving with him in his car- because he liked them... and since he's no longer here, well I guess it's sentimental and important to me. You could say they remind me of him. =) I thought about this song and they're performance during a discussion at bible study. And no, I did not think of it being sung by Sinatra, only the 3 tenors could come to mind....and yes, this is for you Shannon. =)

Even the Famous!

2009-02-26T21:19:00.000-08:00

Go to Iraq!

Troy and the Red Horse team with Tobey keith!
This was actually taken a while ago, but I came across it and thought it was awesome! Rock on!

Can't Seem to Get it Right!

2009-02-21T21:25:00.000-08:00

About 8 months ago, Brayden used to be in love with this commercial... However, when I played it tonight, he could care less! Ugh! Why do babies have to change. Can't he stay little forever?? I secretly wish he'd still be amused with this silly commercial because it was really cute to watch him stare at it with his mouth WIDE open.

Little Piano Player....or DJ?

2009-02-20T09:12:00.000-08:00

Baby Mia Amore

2009-02-18T16:41:00.000-08:00

I wanted to thank everyone for their continued prayers and support for baby Mia. I am amazed by how my family and friends have come together and pray for my friend's beautiful baby and her family. I love each and everyone of you, and I'm so thankful I have you all in my life.

These last few weeks have been a struggle. Baby Mia isn't doing very well and the doctors cannot find out what's wrong, whether its chromosomal or neurological. And she still cannot breathe on her own. Please continue to pray for baby Mia, her parents Rachael and Robert, and her big sister Mercedes. I know that Heavenly Father will see them through this and I pray that all of us can feel his presence no matter what the outcome may be. He has a special plan for Mia, and trusting in the Lord shall bring us all comfort.

If you would like to find out more about baby Mia and her condition, you can visit their family blog. And again, thank you for the continued prayers.

God Bless.

Rachael and Mia.

Baby Mia opening her eyes.

Mia Amore Adamis.

The day Mercedes met her sister.

Their family picture: Robert, Mercedes, Rachael, and Mia.

The Comfy Cushy Potty!

2009-02-17T11:03:00.000-08:00

Last night I bought Brayden his first potty. He was more excited to get in it and take it apart, rather than sit on it. However, after 15 minutes in the bathroom, he sat on the 'potty' and said "uh" and then the sound of tinkles followed. Hmmm, hopefully we'll have an ok time with this potty thing, guess we'll have to wait and see.

Phones and Plungers.

2009-02-10T21:02:00.000-08:00

My new phone came today! YAY!! I can now receive calls, texts, and messages without it vibrating like crazy.... now, I just need to activate it. Hmph... That should be interesting....

I apologize for those of you who have been trying to get a hold of me. Starting tomorrow, I will be easy to find! And yes, I will be able to return phone calls easier and send texts without wanting to throw my phone in the toilet. And if I did that, it still would be a BAD thing, because all of you know I hate to use plungers.

My new phone, the enV 2.

Speaking of plungers, yes I know many of you have made fun of me for hating them and that I'm scared to use them. Don't get me wrong, I am thankful we have them. However, I figure in this day and age we could come up with a better way to de-clog our toilets. We should have smart toilets. So if my son throws a roll of toilet paper in there, it should figure out a way to swallow it whole by the push of a button. That way it could take it all with no complaints or gag reflexes. But we all know that doesn't happen how we wish it would. And so the plunger comes in. When using the plunger, it splashes around used toilet paper that's soaked in pee-water. In some cases breaks up the lounging soaked paper and spits surrounding water all over the place. Soon you will hear the sound of a cat coughing up a hair ball that has been lodged in there for a century, and after that you will need to do a series of flushes. Then problem is solved... however, with a toddler, this whole thing is just gross. I will save my money for a 'smart-nonclogable' toilet.

plunger. gross.

Not only are plungers gross, they can be very dangerous. My cousin once got a plunger thrown at his face. It sliced his head and he needed stitches! (A very true story!) The attacker was his brother. And this happened in the backyard and NOT in the bathroom. The question here is why was there a plunger in their backyard to begin with....?

Moral of my story. Plungers are dumb, and getting a new phone is AWESOME! Brownie anyone?

Afghanistan Address

2009-01-29T12:11:00.000-08:00

Troy E-Mailed it to me this morning. Just like anything else, when I know anything- I'll post it.

SSGT Troy N. Gray
451 AEG/CE
Red Horse
APO AE 09355

Kick it in the Face!

2009-01-28T20:14:00.000-08:00

When I got home from Utah, in December, I was a little depressed. Don't get me wrong, I was more than happy to come back to Las Vegas. BUT, it was hard coming back to an empty house with no family, and no little breather-break from Brayden. When we are in Vegas, I'm the sole parent. I don't have a family member close to where I can say "Can you take him for an hour please so I can have some sanity". However, I am blessed to have very good friends here- they know who they are- and they help me tremendously with Brayden and have become our family.

When we got back to Vegas and walked into our house, it felt as if a ton of bricks hit me. It instantly didn't feel like we were coming home, especially with two important family members missing. In that moment, I missed Troy more than ever. I looked at all his presents (that we couldn't ship over to him) and thought to myself 'He missed a good Christmas'. Don't get me wrong, I know I'm a military wife and this is a part of how life is for us. But I do get a free card to whine, just this once, that I miss him. Especially at Christmas.

I also missed our dog.. It still gets to me that she isn't here to greet us when we get home. I miss her wagging her little tail, and jumping up and down. She used to get so excited when she'd see us... almost as if she would do a little pee-pee dance. (Only way I can describe it). It was funny to see her wiggle like crazy-especially for such a large dog.

Soon after we got home, I started to think to myself "How do I change this?" How do I get Happier despite our crappy situation? And then I decided to change some things in my life to make it a little more busy. I enrolled in school, started teaching piano-to one student, started after school care-to one child (and Brayden obviously), joined Tuesday night bible study on base (boo-yah, they have free daycare!!), and have devoted myself to working out 5 days a week with Christie and the kids- total blessing to have a "Moms" room at the gym so our kids can play while we sweat to death on the elliptical. Its an added bonus that Dillon and Brayden get along so well. (Whoot Whoot!)

At the beginning of the deployment I thought that work would help... but now I honestly feel like I wasn't doing that FOR me (or to better myself) and I'm glad I quit. I was doing it because I 'thought' it'd make the time go by faster, but honestly I was so irate with old and rude military Tri-Care For Life/medicare people, that I could scream. My office manager felt the exact same way and bought a fake grenade with a number tag on it. It said "to make a complaint take a number." (TRICARE-FOR-LIFE'ers aka: TLF'ers as we call them-and yes we know the L and F are switched, it's funnier that way). Usually they would complain, and if they saw this maybe, just maybe they'd know we didn't care if we saw them in our office again.... For those who know what I'm talking about: Tri-Care For Life is a crappy insurance, and it is considered a secondary to Medicare- And we all know how 'AMAZING' that insurance is. (exaggeration).

I got so sick of listening to complaints like this:

"What do you mean it isn't free? Don't you know I'm a Veteran!"
"Why do YOU charge me a co-pay? I don't understand I have insurance."
"YOU just like to suck every dime outta me don't you! I'm on a fixed income."

Instead of TLF'ers saying polite things like this:

"My insurance blows and doesn't pay for squat!"
"I know, I WILL be paying my co-pay."
"I know that if I haven't met my deductible, this will apply to my deductible, and I will need to pay out of pocket. Here is my debit card, and not a check from a closed account."
"I know you can't make a magical genie appear out of now where and turn Medicare into an amazing insurance. So I will pay my co-pay without complaint!"
"It isn't YOUR fault. Medicare and Tri-Care For Life sucks."

Now that I spewed on that, he's something funny... about TLF'ers

Here's the most common non-insurance related question:
"What's an STD?"

(its on our 'CHECK HERE, if you have it, list')

Believe it or not, this question is asked by many TLF'ers. And its NEVER in private. They usually shout it in the middle of the waiting room full of patients. And yes, the patients waiting are all sorts of ages. Since TLF'ers are old, they must have no idea that STD stands for Sexual Transmitted Disease. Nor do they know why the doctor needs to know this. (The reason he needs to know is because many medications for these diseases effect your eye sight tremendously). Try telling someone, three-times your age, what an STD is!! And sometimes you'll even get one that says "What do you mean sexually transmitted? What's that? How do you get it.?" DUH!!!... Explaining that one is so much fun! It's like having an awkward conversation with a grandparent about condoms and how to use them. With you explaining! (And by the way, I'm very blessed with amazing grandparents and NEVER ever had a conversation like that. Thank goodness!) But seriously, where do these people come from? How can they NOT know about STD's and they live in America! It got to be draining having old people ask me about STD's and how you get them... and we were an EYE doctor's office for goodness sake! And what days did we see these amazing TLF'ers? Tuesdays and Thursdays, aka: the days I worked!!!!

I know I just babbled about my old job, but wasn't some of it funny?... Anyway back to my story....

So anyway, I think I'm making better use of my time, going to school, teaching piano, and working out. Its a heck of a lot more fun than getting annoying uninformed STD people at work. And I love, love, LOVE my photography class. I can't wait to start making silver prints for everyone!

I'm still trying to improve myself, and have failed miserably in this post since I talked bad about some people that have rotten insurance..... I mentioned earlier that I'm in bible study, but I rarely go to church. One reason is because last year, 2008, church was right in the middle of Brayden's nap. And now, Its bright and early at 9. I know I should go, but B is the last child on Earth that would sit still for anything. Even as a baby, he constantly tooted, burped, or grunted during the prayer (and the whole lessons basically). Any mommy's got any advice for me? And how to keep him occupied at church? I feel weird returning after so long, then having a crazy child to go along with it. I also think that while I'm there I would be so pre-occupied with him, that I wouldn't even be able to get 'fed'. But I love the people in our ward and miss going. Ugh..

So do any of you have any other advice to give, I'm all ears.... And I'm sorry for those of you who feel like they wasted 5 minutes of their life reading this post... sorry, but the cold hard truth is... you won't ever get those 5 minutes back... maybe I'll make you a brownie to make you feel better.

January Update.

2009-01-20T20:54:00.000-08:00

I noticed recently that I haven't done an update in a while, so here it goes...

Beezees:
-He is finally getting his missing teeth. They seem to be very painful, and lucky for both of us, it looks like all 4 holes are getting filled at once! (So much fun!)
-Can you believe that this little booger weighs nearly 28 pounds... one would think my arms would be toner from lifting him, but guess again.
-We have been crib free for over a month now and he is loving it! However, I think the crib was very convenient, and I'm sad its gone. I'm tempted to cry each time I see it in the garage... ugh..

Me:
-I started school again, and I'm taking photography, geography and a health and wellness class. I love the photography class already, its one of the last 'film' classes they'll be teaching. Film development is going to become a 'specialty' I guess. Its a shame because silver prints are amazing and should be used more.
-I started a new workout thing, lets see how long I can keep up with it. It kicked my butt yesterday. But my goal is to be tone and healthy for the summer. So annoy me and constantly ask me how its going.....
-I'm getting excited for the next two months to pass by, Troy will be home in about 75 days! Suddenly seems like the time is starting to fly by. (He may even be home in time for Easter!)

Troy:
-He is in Afghanistan, and luckily doesn't have to move again due to his physical therapy (from an injury that happened earlier in the deployment).
-He's studying for the Tech. Not many people make it their first time, but he's studying like crazy... so who knows, it may be time for another promotion party.
-He's annoyed with my broken phone and wishes he could put a drill through it. I told him Brayden did enough damage.

Interesting things that happened recently:

Our family that lives in Hawaii moved back to Utah. I'm extremely happy about that because now they will be so close! But I'm a little sad because I wont have a reason to go to Hawaii every year.

Base lock down. I can't really explain why- especially on the internet. Lets just say we couldn't get back home for a few hours and had to go roam around Sam's Club with 4 children. My nephew, two nieces, Brayden, my sister-in-law and I went through a lot of pretzels, diet coke, and root beer. We were all a little freaked out while trying to be interested at looking at the big jars of food this 'super club' offered. Fortunately we got the all clear a few hours later and were able to go home.

Broken phone. The plug in Brayden's sippie cup came undone and water started to leak in my new coach bag. Sadly my phone was in there and the water flooded it! Luckily my new bag was unharmed. But my stupid phone is busted and wont stop vibrating. RRRR.

My lovely new bag that my amazing hunny told me to buy for myself for Christmas and our Anniversary. Thanks babe. And YES, it was on sale (70% off regular price). If it wasn't... there is no way I could have brought myself to spend the money.

Kandahar, Afghanistan.

2009-01-08T12:31:00.000-08:00

Earlier this week Troy made it safely from Iraq to Kandahar, Afghanistan. His time there is unknown, nor will I post any information until it's "after the fact" if you catch my drift. Most likely he will stay there, but things are real tentative right now and may change at anytime. I should have a forwarding address for him soon. I wanted to thank everyone for your continued prayers and support. We are truly blessed to have the greatest friends and family anyone could ever ask for.

Resolutions!

2009-01-01T20:49:00.000-08:00

By popular vote, here is the best picture of 2008!

(Brayden, Troy, and Melanie)

Happy New Year!

Mt. Charleston

2008-12-16T21:41:00.000-08:00

Ruthie, Brayden and I drove to Mt. Charleston today. It actually snowed in the valley here! But since I'm originally from Utah, Its hard to impress me with little 'flakes' and call it a snow storm. However, even though the flakes were minimal and had a short stay on the ground, they still made me miss home.

So we decided to take her new truck for an adventure to Nevada's mountain to see PILES of snow for ourselves (a little bit more like home). It was lots of fun. I really love the snow (and Ruthie's new truck) and I'm counting down the days until Brayden and I go home from Christmas!

Holiday Tag

2008-12-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by Sara!!

Top 3 Vacations
-The Caribbean cruise we went on early this year-It was awesome!
-Vancouver- Troy and I went to Canada when we still lived in Washington. I loved it!
-Its a tie for Hawaii and San Diego. My two favorite places because people I love are there.

Top 3 Favorite Flowers
-Fire and ice roses.
-Lilies.
-And I think daisies are a very friendly flower.

Top 3 favorite comfort foods
-Stroganoff. My dad used to make it, and I make it just like he did...
-Baked cream cheese chicken and potatoes casserole.
-Brownies and root beer floats. (I know floats don't count because they're a drink, but I always have them together).

Top 3 Places to Shop
-Since I'm a mom, Children's Place. Best place for kiddos.
-Express.
-Old Navy.

Top 3 Opinions About Halloween
-I like dressing 'other' people up (aka Brayden). Not really myself.
-I like giving out the full size treats.. BUT I hate giving them to kids who are greedy and want more than one. Ew. Other kids need treats too!
-Glad Brayden was too young to eat his candy this year, more for me!

Top 3 Opinions About Thanksgiving
-I love it.
-I love food and family.
-I love mashed potatoes! Nuff said!

Top 3 Opinions About Christmas
-My favorite holiday, I love decorating for xmas.... even though I haven't done it this year. (And I'm with Sara on this one, un-decorating isn't near as fun. Its annoying.)
-I love our brunch every Christmas morning at my grandma's, promptly at 11. Its every year without fail.
-Makes me thankful that there is such a thing as family. Even if some very important members are on the other side of the world and missing this great holiday with their families.

Top 3 things I look forward to during the week
-Troy's morning call, usually 9 a.m. every morning.
-My nightly walks with beez.
-Web cam with Troy. Its cool to watch his face when he looks at Brayden.

Top 3 Events Happening This Week
-I'm driving home to Utah.
-I'm attending my parent's open house party on Saturday.
-I'm going out to dinner with Shannon.

Now I am going to tag......Scarlett, Wendy, Christie, Shannon, Jessica, and Holly.

Lucky #7 Tag

2008-12-15T14:06:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by Scarlett!

7 Things I Can Do:
-Take pictures. I love to do it, but I'm far from being a professional.
-I can still do a back bend, and yes I'm very proud of that.
-I can Rollerblade! I just push the stroller around now when I go cruising in the neighborhood.
-I can play the piano.
-I have a good memory of home layouts. This is beyond worthless, but if I'm in someones house, I can go home and draw it if I wanted to.
-I can make 'towel' looks. Another worthless quality, but when I go to the pool I'll wrap the kids in their towels and make them look like princesses, or like Japanese people in kimono's, and the occasional mermaid.
-I can tell the Cloud Story and make kids tired and fall asleep.

7 Things I Cannot Do:

-I can't go cross eyed.
-I can't change wiper blades on my car. (Just found that out today, they can be very complicated).
-I can't touch hay. I'm very allergic.
-I can't dance, if you want a good laugh I'll show you.
-I can't lift up my car, its way too heavy.
-I can't plug my nose with my lip.
-I can't flare my nostrils.

7 Things That Attracted Me To Troy:

-He has dimples, this was the first thing I noticed apart from his big blue eyes.
-He works harder than any person I know.
-He can make me laugh... even when the things he says "shouldn't" be funny, it always comes out that way.
-He's waited in line for 60 minutes, just to talk to me for 15.
-He has the patients of a saint!
-He's an awesome dad and a great hunny!
-He is a clean freak.... and I love it, my house is always spotless when he's home.

7 Things I Say Most Often:

-Oh hey, how are you?
-Where is your sippie?
-NO-NO!
-Where's Brayden? (gasp) There he is. Where's Brayden? (gasp) There he is.
-LEAVE YOUR DIAPER ON!!!!!!!
-If you touch the computer one more time, mommy is going to scream!!
-WHOOT WHOOT!

7 Celebrity Admirations:

-Pierce Brosnan. W-O-W! He is like a old 'Edward' with an accent. He's very down to Earth, which makes him even more appealing.
-Adam Sandler. I'm not gonna lie, I have a thing for him.
-Dennis Quaid. Definitely the best smile of them all. Ahhhhhhh.
-Rachel McAdams. I think she's my favorite actress. Plus she doesn't even own a car. She rides her bike, and takes public transportation... her step towards going green..I admire that.
-Jennifer Aniston. She got publicly dumped, and still held her head up. Couldn't have been easy.
-Ty Pennington/home extreme make over people. I cry every Sunday because of the great things they do for people.
-Oprah. She's in the position to do great things, and she does. Some people have billions of dollars and don't care what happens to less fortunate. Not her.

7 Favorite Foods(in no particular order):

-Chocolate. And all that it implies.
-Stroganoff, dad's style.
-Skittles.
-Tasty turkey bagel sandwich.
-Spaghetti.
-Steak.
-Mashed potatoes.

7 People To Tag

-Angie
-Christie
-Sara
-Holly
-Megan
-Shannon
-Jessica

2008-12-06T16:39:00.000-08:00

Love

Ok, lets get mushy and talk about love for a minute. Lets say you love someone, lust for someone, or simply adore that one person who is special in your life. How do you treat them? Since when did we forget that its what we do to the people we love, that matters? This Holiday season, I challenge all of you to do something for someone you love. Don't just say it, actions speak louder than words. Show them how Grateful you are for having them in your life.

Santa!

2008-12-04T15:01:00.000-08:00

On Monday we went to get Brayden's picture taken with Santa. He didn't like him that much, but I made him do it (Because I'm mean).

This is back when he absolutely loved Santa! Last year... Time sure flies by fast.

Lovely Leisly.

2008-11-20T17:58:00.000-08:00

Sunday night we had to say goodbye to our dearest friends Leisly and JP. JP got orders, so they had to move to Pensacola Florida. And yes, they took their baby Melanie with them... despite my pleads for them to let me adopt her. As many of you know, Leisly and JP are the first couple we met here. I will always hold a special place in my heart for them.

Leisly and I have been through so much together, and I consider her one of my bestEST friends. It would be hard to find someone who I'd have more respect for than her. She is an unbelievable person with wonderful qualities. I can't even begin to tell you how much I admire her. She is a great person and I'm lucky to have her in my life. I'll miss them so much, but I'm looking forward to a trip to Florida to visit. Here are a few pics of us in our past....

Me, Wayne Newton, Leisly, and Christie -- and yes Wayne did kiss my cheek that night.

Christmas Party for the squadron.

Christie, me, Leisly, and Eddie- isn't my scrub top just so hot!

Leisly and Brayden.

Our last dinner together... We look like we're polygamist from Big Love without Troy or Damon there.

JP and Melanie.

'Til We Meet Again'

Trouble Sleeping....

2008-11-18T23:50:00.001-08:00

Since Troy left Brayden and I have had some trouble sleeping. Brayden has only slept through the night a few times since he's been gone.... this coming from the child who has actually been pretty good about sleep. He usually wakes up once around 2 and wants to be held. I've had trouble too. Not only do I need to sleep with 19 pillows to make it seem like someone is there with me, but I read to make myself tired and it doesn't seem to work well. I read and read and read... and still my eyes don't get very heavy. Any advice would help. Brayden is starting to get clingy and wants me to constantly lay with him before bed.... something that he never used to do... and now he does! Ugh, I keep telling myself its because so much of his household has changed... but I can't help but wonder if it might be age too. And it freaks me out because you always hear bad things about those kids who can't stop sleeping in their parents bed. Plus its so weird that we've never had this problem until Troy left. He has learned to climb out of his crib too, which is a complete pain in my butt! The other night I had this feeling to wake up, and when my eyes opened... his eyes were looking straight back at me. He had climbed out of his crib, in the dark, walked to my room, and stood by my bed. I feel bad that I didn't hear any of this on the monitor- but with lack of sleep lately, when I actually do sleep.. I'm out. When I lifted my head to get a better look at him- with a creepy feeling inside because he was there- he simply said 'mom-mom, up' and reached to get into bed with me. I was soooo unbelievably tired, that I just grabbed him and put him on Troy's side of the bed. He was out before his head hit the pillow, I feel back asleep pretty quick too. But it worries me that I didn't hear him. I have plenty of gates, and always close important doors before bed- because I am crazy/ocd about that... but still it makes me feel uneasy that he was up, chillin, in the middle of the night, climbed out of his crib, and walked into my room and stood by me like he was some kid from The Shinning -or whatever that creepy show is. If any of you have had similar problems, please give me some advice. It feels overwhelming that I can't fall asleep until 12 or 1 and he wakes up soon after and just wants to be held... ugh... I love my time with him... but its hard enough to try and fall asleep on my own....only to be woken up soon after. Advise.....

Hide and Seek!

2008-11-07T19:36:00.000-08:00

Brayden's favorite game is 'Hide and Seek' and he absolutely loves it!! So tonight we were playing it, and I couldn't help but get some pictures of our adventures in seeking and hiding!

I found you!! (I'm sooo good at this game!)

Getting ready to hide...

Behind the door....

Still behind the door.... He thinks if he doesn't look at me, I can't see him! Hehe, silly Brayden!

He randomly laid down in the middle of the floor and closed his eyes... I had to say the following: "No, lying on the floor with your eyes closed DOESN'T count Brayden!" Then he started laughing.....

Peeking around the corner... wondering why I haven't found him yet.

Brayden wins!

Afterwords he got bored and tried to be bulimic, ugh, he's soooo naughty!

Halloween

2008-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

For Halloween, we attempted "Trick or Treating" key word: attempted- for Brayden anyway. My friends Corina and Christie came over for some 'Halloween' Taco Soup and Trick or Treating. We took the kids out for about an hour, and Brayden did better in his stroller rather than walking. He was content at just looking at the kids in their costumes. This year he was a race car driver. I thought it was appropriate considering every time you see him- he has a hot wheels car in his hand. I, on the other hand, was a crazy Cowboys Fan! I think I got the psycho-crazy eyebrow enhanced look down.

Christie and I. According to Krystal, Christie is my "wife" this deployment.

Brayden kept trying to kiss Kylin! Despite our "no-no's"

Christie, Dillon, and Kylin.

Brayden playing with my wig.

zoom zoom.

Corina and I.

Dillon getting some candy- the people got really into it this year.

Red Ranger Dillon!

Reece and Corina.

Brayden and I, psycho brow enhanced.

Christie, Dillon, and Kylin-sleeping.

This smashed car has a story also. Before Corina came to my house, she called and said that her car wouldn't start. Curious as to why her car wouldn't start (since its barely 2 years old), she decided to blow it off and took Marty's Ram instead.... While she was on the freeway on the way to my house, this car started swerving right in front of her! Soon it hit the middle barrier and flew through the air and landed right in front of them! Luckily she was in their Ram because her car would have never stopped in time!! God works in mysterious ways. For those of you concerned about the driver, she climbed out of the passenger side a few seconds later. Thankfully she was fine and all was well on this Halloween night.

A Normal Day....

2008-10-30T16:34:00.000-07:00

Then we got a package from Grandma and Grandpa Nelson.

Yes the cookies we've very yummy Grandpa!

Yeeha!

Melanie & Brayden

2008-10-30T15:43:00.000-07:00

So our friends Leisly and JP have a little girl named Melanie. She is ten months old and they are considered cousins. About two weeks ago I had Melanie for a few hours. Lets just say, the pictures speak for themselves. (And yes, this was before the haircut). She is so infatuated with the fact that he can do 'all this cool stuff' like walking and climbing. And he likes how she just sits and watches. He tries to make her laugh- its cute. When it came to sharing, Brayden couldn't be happier to take EVERYTHING away from her. I had to keep telling him, "no-no, this is for Melanie" but the bad thing with that was- he would take the toys away from her in such a way that, it didn't make her cry, it made her laugh... so he kept doing it -just to hear her giggles i guess.

Little Chillins'

She had a fascination with his forehead.

He kept trying to play 'peek-a-boo' with her, but every time he covered his eyes she attacked him.

She was saying something in the language only babies understand.

This is her favorite toy at our house, I think its because it spoke to her in Spanish. Brayden didn't like sharing this one.

Everything he touched she had to touch too!

This is when he decided that her toys were cooler.

He loved how she kept following him. I think she just wanted her toy back.

Toy thief. -This is what i meant about the face.

Relaxin'

She loved his hair! He loved her cuddles.

The Joys Of Life!

2008-10-29T21:12:00.000-07:00

ugh, my child, i swear! guess what he learned yesterday..... how to climb out of his crib.... what did he do the third time he did it, you say? fell on the butt that is still healing from a diaper rash!!!................

what other unique quality did he learn this week? how to pinch! rrrr!

what is his favorite pass time today? banging his head on things.

can i get him to stop? no!

do i think its funny or safe? no!

does he? yes!

did i let him go crazy with the jello on sunday? yes!

did i think it'd be a fun outlet for us? yes!

did mommy eat it crazy, too? yes!

did it dye brayden's skin a reddish/orange rainbow color on his stomach, lips and cheeks? yes!

is the color still there? yes!

did it dye mommy's skin? no, of course it would only happen to brayden. ugh!

did brayden put his favorite hot wheels car in his poop during a diaper change? yes!

did it have to be his FAVORITE hot wheels car? yes!

could mommy throw it away with out tears and tantrums? no!

could she find a identical car for a replacement? no!

did she put it in the dishwasher a few times and still thinks it isn't clean enough? yes!

is brayden pooping a lot lately? yes

does it make his but red? yes!

do lots of poop+sensitive skin=rash give her a headache? yes!

could the doctor see him today for his bootie rash? no! double rrrrr!

is mommy sick of his poor butt looking that way? yes!

does it make mommy feel sad? yes!

does she want to cry? yes!

does she want a day of peace? yes!

does she want to quit her job and just sit in silence on tuesdays and thursdays and paint her toes? yes!

will she get utterly bored and miss my patients that are always rude? probably!

would she miss wendy and jessica if she left? most definitely!

would it be worth leaving? ugh, no...

does she get to go home for christmas? no!

does she think her boss should let everyone off that week, and give them a huge bonus for all their hard work through out the year, plus paid vacation for jess and wendy? yes!

would he ever do that? no!

is he cheap? yes!

what do we call his wife? anna!

whats her real name? heidi!

is it rude to call someone by the wrong name? .....if only you knew

do i feel guilty now? yes!

do i over analyze things? yes!

when was the last time i cried? two days ago, poor jennifer hudson ;(

does the whole story make me want to hold brayden all day? yes!

what is annoying me right now? vote yes/no for prop 8! and i'm not even a californian.

who deserves a 1000 hugs? my lovey christie!

who deserves a 1000 kisses? ruthie pie!... and i know just the guy to give 'em too! his name is edward.

who deserves a 1000 dollars? megan, that way she can visit me.
(me, selfish?-no)

who deserves a 1000 date nights? shannon, and i'm fully prepared to offer my baby-sitting services.

who deserves a 1000 massages? krystal, she has to watch brayden for 2 full days!

who deserves a 1000 prayers? everyone! especially jennifer hudson.

who deserves a 1000 free eye exams? children in africa.

who deserves a 1000 minutes of sleep? ME!

should i dye my hair brown? i think i might.

should i stop obsessing over the twilight movie/books? NEVER!

do i want troy to pick up some traits from edward? hmmmm....edward....

is edward a fictional character from twilight? unfortunately yes. he is.

do i wish i could put my cold feet on troy at night so he can warm them up? if only i were so lucky.

how long has troy been gone? 53 days. 53 long days.

do we miss him? extremely so.

does he miss us? well i'll quote a text he wrote: i love you more than the earth needs the sun.

did i save it permanently to my phone? yes.

do i read it constantly? yes. hehe i know i'm a loser.

did troy almost get his arm cut off last week? yes!!! ugh!!! scary!!

how did he do that? a stupid roll up door fell with his arm inside.

does he have a bruise? many of them, from his hand to his elbow.

who's fault was it? well i don't think its polite to say names.... troy.

am i sick of watching 'lilo and stitch' every night? actually, not really... its fun to watch brayden so into it. repeatedly..... or i just tell myself that.

how did i get brayden to stop biting? i sniffed him like a dog each time he wanted to.

does he think its funny? yes.

would he rather sniff someone than bite them? i proudly say YES!

why? because he thinks its hilarious.

do i think its weird? well, have a kid that bites vs. sniffs -then you can pick your battle.

has other bad habits been that easy to replace? no!

does he like to be naughty on purpose? yes!

does he get pleasure from it and smiles when he's in trouble? of course, he's a mini troy.

do i want twins? yes.

am i insane? obviously!

who would ever want two at once? me, duh.

why? because i'm stupid and like punishment apparently.

is this whole blog entry retarded? probably.

do my readers think i've lost my mind? yes. but most our moms, they'll understand.

do i think cars should run on water? yes.

why haven't they invented that yet? because they're dumb.

do i think our cars should be like the jetson's flying cars? yes.

do i think they should go 100 miles a minute? mmm hmmm.

why? because i'm all about saving time, not wasting it.

what am i willing to waste time over? kissing.

why? because i like it and it burns calories.

does it burn calories enough to even count? not really.

so why even mention it? because its a fact.

am i tired? yes, now would be a good time for me to shut up.

is it late? yes.

will i be able to sleep well, while thinking about brayden being capable of climbing out of his crib? NOOOOOOOO!

frustration just settled in. ew.

Twilight Saga......

2008-10-26T17:48:00.000-07:00

I finally finished it! It took me about a month to finish all 4 books, and 12 chapters of Midnight Sun (Edwards version of Twilight that isn't released yet--you can find the chapters on author Stephenie Meyer's website at www.stepheniemeyer.com). I must say I love it!! I always hated vampires and sci-fi stuff, but these books make 'real-life' seem very boring! Ugh! I love them! Read it, you won't be disappointed. And for those of you who have been living under a rock, Twilight, the first book, is coming out as a major motion picture on November 21. Ruthie and I are going to see it as soon as she gets back. :)

Love You, Dad.

2008-10-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

Its been 9 years today since he passed. But he never really left any of us. We carry him in our hearts. Though good times and bad, he's always right here, right by our side.

First Hair Cut!

2008-10-17T16:34:00.000-07:00

So today was the big day, Brayden finally got his hair cut! We went to Cool Cuts 4 Kids, and they did a great job. The lady who cut his hair was soooooo sweet! When we got there, they had a car for him to sit in and a TV for him to watch. It was a lot better than I thought it would be. He really liked the stylist, and didn't mind that she sprayed water on his head. I think he had a crush... hehe.

Me? Need Sleep? Nah!

2008-10-09T16:30:00.000-07:00

Brayden has a habit of falling asleep in his high chair and on the floor! So last night I took some pictures of his random sleeping habits....

My Man and the Middle East

2008-10-01T13:36:00.000-07:00

Here is his current address for the next 2-3 months. If you want to send him a package, you will need to fill out the address in the format that follows:

SSGT TROY N. GRAY
557 ERHS/USAF
AL ASAD AB
APO AE 09333

Anyways! Everyone have an awesome day!! Thanks for all the love and support.

Random

2008-09-26T16:41:00.000-07:00

My little Beezees!

Now has 12 teeth and has plenty still budding. He has 8 teeth in the front, and 4 very big teeth in the back (2 on top 2 on bottom).

Weighs about 26 pounds and is solid as a rock. When I hold him I feel as if I am carrying a sack of potatoes. Its awkward and I never now when part of him will decide to squirm in the opposite direction. Then flip in every which way until I put 'em on the floor.

His current favorite food is Captain Crunch and Ego Chocolate Chip Waffles. The occasional chicken nugget doesn't hurt either. And he loves Chocolate milk..... wow, he's really starting to sound like he takes after me with all these Chocolate friendly foods!

Anyways, here are some pictures that I just feel like posting! Enjoy!

Here he is a little too happy to be wearing my Betty Boop scrub top!

Look Mommy! I found a great place to hide your keys and your CELL PHONE! Its funny to me that he's almost 16 months old and he can already disassemble my printer. I actually learned a thing or two from him!! Sheesh! Smarty Pants!

Brayden's "Oh Yeahs!"

2008-09-26T16:27:00.000-07:00

Brayden likes his sunglasses. In fact, he loves them. However, that hasn't always been the case. Since we live in a city where the sun burns your retina, I decided that he should always have sunglasses.... and the only way he keeps them on, is if I say "OOH YEAH!!" While he wears them. Recently they got squashed, but we had some memorable times with the silver pair. Now it looks as if I'll have to go to the store and get the blue pair.

Breakthrough!!

2008-09-15T08:56:00.001-07:00

Brayden has been bottle free for 5 days!! Wednesday was the last day he had one! OH, I'm so excited! Seriously thought it'd take me forever, but once I found a sippie cup that he liked, it was very easy! Here is the sippie of choice:

Bye bye bottle! WHOOT WHOOT!

Mr. Bucket

2008-09-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

Brayden has a space for all his toys in the living room that I call "Mr. Bucket". In fact he has two of them. A normal day consists of me asking him, "Did you put all your toys in Mr. Bucket? Don't tip over Mr. Bucket please". And the phrase that I'm saying more and more today is "Get out of Mr. Bucket!" I have no idea why I decided to call him Mr. Bucket, but the name works and has definitely stuck! Here is Mr. Bucket 1 and Mr. Bucket 2 and Brayden trying to live in them. (And yes, in some of these pictures he has major bed head!)

The Dreading Deployment

2008-09-07T10:25:00.000-07:00

Troy left on Friday. Its a bummer because he was only home for ten months and ten days, so I'm starting to feel that April cannot come fast enough.

So here is a little insight to what will happen. He will spend the next 3-4 weeks in Wisconsin. Then he will fly from Wisconsin to Middle East. When he travels from Wisconsin, they usually stop in Europe somewhere. From there, he'll make a call home and that will be the last I talk to him for a few days.... It will be a little while before I hear anything. Once I do hear something and know where he's at and that he got there safe, I'll post it right away. So everyone just be patient. I know just as much as everyone else how nerve wracking and annoying it can be to not know where they are. But there's not a lot I can do about it except wait until I hear something.

Once he's there he'll be able to check emails, and call home. He usually calls everyday, so its nice. Sometimes he gets to go somewhere that allows him to have an internet connection in his room, so we get to see him on the web cam in the morning and at night! So pray he gets to go somewhere like that!!

Anyways, here's his email so everyone can keep in touch:

tnggray@hotmail.com

I love you this much!

2008-09-03T14:51:00.000-07:00

While Troy was playing with Brayden the other night, I stopped and thought that I couldn't be luckier to have a husband that loves his child so much. Troy is usually the fun parent. Don't get it wrong, I can be 'cool' sometimes, but Troy is the parent of preference when it comes to smooshing, jumping, and climbing on. And when it comes to Brayden, in my mind, no other child could be more spoiled. I often tell Troy that he spoils him too much, but Troy continues to do what ever he wants. I mean seriously, if the kid cries in his crib for even a second, papa Troy is to his rescue. If he squashes food with his fingers, his dad is the first to say "eeeeewwwwww" and make him laugh. If he sees something he wants to play with, his dad steps in to play with him and makes things seem more exciting. If Brayden wants something, Troy usually gets it for him.

Now I know that spoiling can sometimes go to far, and I usually balance that out a little.... But after thinking about it, I know so many dads who put their kids on the back burner. These guys usually do whatever they want to and continue to deal with just 'their needs and wants' and not those of the children. With that being said, I have decided that if my son comes before anything else in my husbands eyes... thats just fine with me! And don't miss understand this though, Troy can sometimes put his foot down when its needed. And I'm just as lucky as Brayden. Because in most cases, I'm just as spoiled as he is. So life is good!

The thing I love about this, is how much it reminds me of my dad. When I was 6, my dad took me to see Oliver and Company (the animated Disney movie) when it came out the first time. We saw it (in the theater) 14 times with in two Wednesdays and a weekend (aka 4 days). Now obviously the things he did for me really made an impact. Especially if I remember it twenty years later. But a lot of the traits my dad had, my husband has. And I will be honest, when I first married Troy I wasn't sure how he'd be with kids because he was so shy around them. But its true what they say: "Wait 'til the kids come, then you'll see"... And you know what.... they're right! What I see, I definitely like!

Here are some pictures of Brayden and Troy:

Aw, this is my favorite picture of them. This was the first week Troy came back from Iraq and they actually got to meet each other in person. Brayden was 5 months here, and he just took to Troy instantly. He knew it was his daddy.

Smooches!

Brayden was telling daddy stories in his own language that we actually understand.

There's nothing like shooting in the air!

Making the cart that blocks came in just a little more exciting.

I think we might have another wrestler on our hands.

He just loves his daddy!

His dad even taught him what team to cheer for.

Thanks to my amazing hunny for being the best dad.
We love you!

Gimme Some Chocolate!

2008-08-27T13:01:00.000-07:00

The love of chocolate must run in the family.....

Bring On The Rain!

2008-08-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

OOOOH YEAH!! I finally got my storm!! I took most of these, and then borrowed a few from Shannon (thanks hun). I loved hearing the rain outside, and you know what...... I learned I DON'T have rain gutters! The storm was pretty wicked and I wish the high winds, lighting, and thunder could have lasted much longer. Here are some pictures..... and Brayden loved the rain, but he did NOT love the thunder!

Outside my front door.

My street.

My driveway!

Some garbage can thought it'd be fun to go water rafting and park in front of my house.

Water!

Water taking over the sidewalk!

Water attempting to flood Christie's old house ;P

My backyard.

My rocks got plenty to drink!

Brayden loving the rain.....

And hating that scary thunder!

Our sweet Callie made her journey to Heaven tonight.

2008-08-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

The best dog in the whole world has left us. Our hearts are heavy and we'll be so lonely without her. Callie made our home complete, and I hope she knows how much we love her. Thank you Callie for the most wonderful and joyful years you brought to our lives. We will never be the same.

Love, Your Family

Even when he was sick, Brayden loved his woo-woo!

She was his other mommy, always making sure he was ok.

She was easy going and fun.

She could be silly (here she is beating up troy).

After a bath.

Callie, my mom, Lady, Grandma, and me back in Utah.

Callie always loved Christmas time (and stockings).

She loved Washington and the deer she would chase.

This was when we first got her at 9 months.

Such a sweetie!

Oh Cal, I will miss you sweet personality and kind spirit. Our nights will be empty without hearing you snoring. Our ears will miss the 'swoosh' of the doggy door. My cleaning will never be the same without my little "Hoover" all it took was two taps with my foot, and the food on the floor would be gone. Who will eat Brayden's Cheerios now without you here? I'll miss you everyday, and I'll think of you every time I hear Cheryl Crow's: My Favorite Mistake. The song was your favorite, and you 'sang' (howled) it your whole life. I'll miss your silent, but deadly toots. Troy will now have to take the blame for his own farts. Last but certainly not least, I'll miss you and your loving personality. I'll never forget the first time I saw you...I knew you were ment for our family and I'm so thankful you picked us to take you home.

To Sippie or Soothie?

2008-08-17T17:32:00.000-07:00

So I have been unsuccessful at trying to get Brayden off the bottle.... but recently I found a sippie cup that he'll actually put in his mouth! Take a look....

So, as you can see, he likes to fool me into thinking he will change his ways and go for the sippie cup. But in reality.... just him holding it and putting it in his mouth to chew on is as far as it goes! Ugh, can't we ever get rid of the nasty bottle?! I'm so sick of them, and sippies are so much easier!

Wheeler Farm

2008-08-16T22:17:00.001-07:00

So on Thursday Mike insisted that we go to Wheeler Farm. Well, it was pretty cool actually (even tho I am allergic to hay, and a farm has plenty of it). But Brayden LOVED the animals, and I got some great shots of him and my step dad. Special thanks to Mike for introducing him to chickens, roosters, turkeys, horses, ducks, geese, sheep, and a moo-moo. He sure is an adventurous grandpa! Lucky Beez.

Lets Swim!

2008-08-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

So for the past week we went to Utah and stayed with my parents. We made many trips to their pool. Here are a few sneak peaks at what happened....

They require you shower first, not a plus.

Getting him into his floating device, again, not a plus.

This was him yelling for no particular reason, just because he could.

He kept saying "ooooo."

I'm thinking this might be ok....

Sweet! I'm not scared now, this is fun!!

Give me that water!

Oh yeah, I'm happy now!

I wonder if it tastes good?

Splash!

Knocked out!

Thanks Grandma and Grandpa for all the fun in the sun!!

Changes....

2008-08-08T15:47:00.001-07:00

I decided since Brayden is 14 months old to post some now and then photos! And some tantrum photos also! Enjoy!!

For those who feel left in the dust, here's an update about us!

2008-08-06T18:15:00.001-07:00

So this is whats going on. We decided a few months ago to decline orders to Washington and move back home. Now, sadly, I report that we have extended and we are going to be in Vegas a while longer. What will most likely happen is.... Troy will re-enlist while he is in the desert.... YES, the desert. And we'll stay in Vegas until we get orders somewhere else. Troy is leaving again the first week of September. It sucks, yes I know... But we just have to live with it, so don't feel bad for us!

On the other hand, a few weeks ago Troy went to his friends ALS (Airmen Leadership School) Graduation. I have to say, I'm married to one hot guy! And a plus side to his job is that he wears really cute 'blues' which means suit in air force.

(Jason and Troy)

Here's my update: I'm still working part time as a ophthalmic tech with the doc on base and I'm annoyed with property fliers and rarely do it. So I'm trying to go back to school this semester. But the funny thing is... I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up. With my generals pretty much done, I don't know what classes to take. So I figure I'll continue taking Business and Design classes. Can't go wrong with that, right?

Now, lets do the fun part! Update about Brayden!! He has 8 teeth, 4 on top, 4 on bottom. He weights about 24 pounds, and he is talking! Currently his favorite thing to say this week is "OOH OOH OOH" and I'm guessing he means "no" because every time I do something he doesn't like, I hear "OOOH OOOOH!!" Fortunately his vocabulary is expanding to: "ut-oh" "yissss" (which was his former favorite word) "bah" "hi" "momom" "dadddd" (yes he exaggerates the 'D' sound) and "woo-woo" for Callie. I can't believe that my little boy is growing up so fast! He is constantly changing and getting taller everyday! Hope he knows how much we love him (even when he's pulling my hair).

Peace And Quiet

2008-08-04T16:31:00.000-07:00

They look like angels when they sleep, don't they? Too bad they aren't like this all the time. When they sleep so soundly and cuddly, I forget that my 'kids' can be real trouble makers!!

I'm Only Happy When It Rains...

2008-07-31T22:32:00.000-07:00

I miss Washington. Ugh! Seriously! This whole week I've been thinking 'What if?' We had the opportunity to go back there, and we had 'decided' to get out and move home. Then we changed our minds and stayed in... Now we are stuck in Vegas. However, it has all worked out for the best... Although, I can't help but miss the rain, the clouds, the smell of clean crisp air, and moss growing on the freeways. This is probably on my mind because we 'would have' moved up there this week!

So I miss the green-ness, but most importantly I miss the people. I miss my Sheena and our adventures of watching 'Friends' and I miss baby Kiana (who isn't a baby anymore) grabbing my nose, twisting it, then smiling at me! Missing Kiana usually makes me feel sad and old, considering she's 4 now and I've missed it!... this also makes me long to see Kindra (her little sister) Sheena has done well to keep me up to date, but I still miss being there (They're kinda like Brayden's cousins I guess). And now our visits are far and few between. I also miss Nan and T's favorite phrase: "Can we paint?" Which happened almost everyday, so Michaels became a regular stock up place. I miss how they couldn't say their R's very well, so I was "And-jew-ah!" Even to this day that has still stuck with me and I'd give anything to hear them say it again. And most disgustingly, I miss the deer that Callie would chase. She used to act so alive, now she is old and hates the heat. And sadly, there are no deer here. Just dirt.

Don't get me wrong, Vegas (despite its grooling summers) has really grown on me. But there are times when I just want a really bad thunderstorm to roll in. This way, I can sit in my house and listen to the rain hit my roof and splash through my rain gutters. Wait, do I even have rain gutters? Troy ALWAYS says, "Well, just hope the Dam breaks, then you'll get your water." Correction, I don't to die, and "NO!" Troy, the Hoover breaking would not be cool!! All I want is just a thunderstorm here and there. Then, THEN I'll be satisfied!! On the other hand, God created the desert for some reason that I haven't discovered yet, and I guess I need to be thankful that I even have ground to stand on. So just forget all my ranting, I just need to be reminded that I'm blessed. The end.

Got Paper?

2008-07-29T14:20:00.000-07:00

This is what happens when mommy takes a shower, and Brayden notices toilet paper.

Did I mention he took off his pants and diaper too! My hands are definitely full!

YAY! Camera works!

2008-07-25T13:14:00.000-07:00

So last night I took some time to fix my camera and I finally got to take some pictures!! (Oh, and yes mom, I will get his haircut soon). Anyways, my camera couldn't have been fixed at a better time because Brayden suddenly got an attack of the giggles!

And then, in an instant, the giggles disappeared and the grouch returned.

Mischievous Monkey

2008-07-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

So Brayden has an obsession with his new talent of climbing on to the couch. Climbing on the couch includes the extreme pleasure of playing with the blinds. Much to my dismay, this is Brayden's new favorite activity. So I decided to catch him in the act and show off his naughty nature. Hope you all enjoy my misery and his happiness.

San Diego!

2008-07-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

So it was my birthday last Friday, and we spent the weekend out in San Diego visiting Cortney. Brayden was fine getting out there and back, but during is another story. He was a handful for sure! He liked the zoo and the "Georgies" (monkeys like Curious George), and he was alright at the beach, but Sea World... Ugh, do not take your child there until they are like 5. You can't take the strollers into any of the exhibits (and reasonably so due to space concerns). So you can imagine how fun it must be for a 1 year old to go in and out of the stroller all day..... plus, it was pretty warm. Thankfully we didn't miss too much. Cortney took the little Beez for a little stroll, and Troy and I got to go see Shamu! Unfortunately my camera decided not to work while we were out there, so I got a few shots of the car ride and the beach thanks to my camera phone.

(Troy and Brayden at the beach, yes he wore his sneakers)

(Troy let him feed himself on the way out there, and on the way back)

(This was today, after he dumped it on himself, what a great idea!)

Tag, I'm it!

2008-07-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

I was tagged by Scarlett!
Here are the rules: List 3 joys, 3 fears, 3 current obsessions/collections, 3 surprising facts, and then tag 5 other people. Leave a comment for the people you tag so they know they have been tagged. Here we go............

JOYS
1. I love spending time with Beezees! He is changing so much that sometimes I just want to freeze the moments. But there are times when I wish he was 3 already so I can take him to Disney Land.
2. I love being with my honey. We go on nightly walks and we actually get to talk about our day... and the best part.... Brayden is actually quiet in his stroller (most of the time).
3. Honestly, just chilling and being myself in my ultra comfy pj pants. We usually keep our house around 73 degrees. So its perfectly acceptable to do that, even here in Vegas.

FEARS
1. Ugh, my biggest fear is anything happening to Brayden. I think I'd go insane if anything bad were to happen to him. He is, and always will be, the center of my life. Also, my mom and I have a pact that she and I have to die on the same day (no surprise there).
2. Anything happening to Troy. I think the fear is even worse now that we have Brayden. Deep down I'd be really lonely without him, and probably never be able to marry again... but even worse, if anything ever happened to Troy, Brayden wouldn't get the time with his dad. Since my dad died when I was 17, it makes me sad to think Brayden would ever have to go through that.
3. My parachute not opening, if and when I ever decide to go sky diving. Free falling is just not my thing.

OBSESSIONS
1. Well lately I seem to be obsessed with buying a house. Since the housing market went down in Vegas, it's always on my mind about how it could be a really good investment.
2. When will I ever have another baby? NOT that I am trying, and I don't want another right now. Trust me, my hands are full. But I just wonder... will my kids be 3 years apart? 4 years? Would I have another boy, or even a girl? So on and so on.... kinda a weird thing to think about I know.
3. The internet. I always update my myspace, post pictures, and now I'm blogging! Ugh, its like a disease. Especially now that we are looking for houses, I always log on to see what new homes have become available. --Sounds lame right?

SURPRISING FUN FACTS
1. I am double jointed. I don't know if that is even a fun fact, its disgusting. I discovered my hidden talent in the ninth grade when my fingers kept locking up during piano practice.
2. I secretly miss oil painting, and all my other artsy things. Ugh, I love to paint and I really really miss it.
3. I sing at the top of my lungs while driving in the car. I will spare your ears and not do it in front of you, or anyone for that matter. But poor Brayden has to hear it all the time.

Extending....

2008-07-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

Its official, today Troy signed the papers to be in the Air Force another 10 months. Then next year he will re-enlist again for another 4-6 years. But, this means he has to go to Iraq, again!! This will be his third time in three and a half years. As unhappy as it makes me to see him off to Iraq again, this was a really hard decision for him to make. Getting out right now just didn't suit us, especially because his job on the 'outside' doesn't pay very well right now (thanks Exxon for ruining our economy). We'd both have to work full time to make the same amount he does now... and that meant less one on one time with Brayden, and no house, no finishing school, and no whatever.... couldn't really see us getting that far.... so I guess he made the right choice (hopefully).

Parental Units!

2008-06-22T16:17:00.000-07:00

My parents came for a visit a couple of weeks ago. I like to fool myself into thinking they come because of me, but that's just not true. Their grandson is top priority, and they like to see him as much as possible. So since they couldn't come for his birthday, they came the week before... and they say "We" spoiled Brayden... ugh, well they're grandparents and it's their right, BUT, they nearly bought him the whole store! And they continue to! Sheesh! Brayden is one lucky kid to have such great, loving, and SPOILING grandparents.

(Here they are downtown)

Ok, enough teasing, they're really great. And I'm glad they come down as often as they can. We recently went to the Caribbean with them, for a family vacay, and had an awesome time. It was great getting to spend time with them and FINALLY meeting my step brother and his wife. I know it sounds weird, considering our parents have been married for nearly 3 years, but they live in Germany. Plus, he's active duty Army, and he and Troy take turns going over to Iraq. So needless to say its been difficult to get together, but I love it when we finally get to see each other.

Farwell Sweet Sonya

2008-06-19T16:04:00.000-07:00

My parents dog, and Callie's BFF, died on Tuesday. My step dad was so sad, he has lost both his dogs in the last year. Suddenly I was reminded that Sonya and Callie, our dog, were the same age. And I've just been thinking about how her 'time' just might be around the corner. So Yesterday I decided that doggy years go by so fast, and that she should enjoy her life a little more. Even though she is very spoiled as it is, I decided to indulge her with an extra back scratch and a few pieces of cheese (her favorite). Hopefully my little puppers, and Brayden's Woo-Woo, will be with us a little bit longer. I know this whole thing sounds weird. But I've had her for so long, and she's such a sweet edition to our little family, that I can't really imagine life without her.

(Sonya and Callie after they were trying to dig to China)

The Ultimate Bedhead!

2008-06-19T12:52:00.000-07:00

Earlier this week Brayden woke up with the craziest hair. So I just had to take pictures of it.

Attack Of The Kissing Stickers!

2008-06-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

On fathers day I decided to get Troy one of those "seductive" cards. I thought the card was funny, and that we'd both get a little 'chuckle' from it. This particular card had lip stickers in it. Well, as luck would have it, Brayden just happened to get his hands on the card. I guess you can imagine what happened next.

Looking back at it now I should have known that a one year old, in a corner by himself and being very quiet, would equal trouble.

Our Little Family

2008-05-15T14:27:00.000-07:00

(Troy and I in Oahu last year)

Okay, okay. Since Angie keeps bugging me to do this... here it goes! I'm a 25 yr old girl from Utah. We currently live in Vegas, and Vegas sucks! Never move here, EVER!! But it is a fun place to visit and live it up, and once you've done that... be happy to leave it behind. But since I am stuck here for a few more months, I am very blessed to have the greatest friends to keep me company while we burn under the hot sun. I have no idea where I'd be with out them. Through deployments, TDY's and baby births, they have been there every step of the way and I love them all unconditionally. My hunny is in the Air Force (if you didn't guess that already) and has been for 5 years. So far we have lived in three states and survived two 8 month long deployments to Iraq. We've lived in Washington, Mississippi, and Nevada. I must say two of those states completely sucked! However Washington was awesome and i miss it everyday! And even though Nevada and Mississippi weren't our 'dream' locations, we learned a lot and grew from each experience.

(Brayden beating up Troy during his lunch break)

We have a baby boy named Brayden. He is beyond spoiled in every way you can imagine! This makes our dog, Callie, very jealous! Nevertheless the two of them are the center of our attention. Brayden was born May 30th, 2007 while Troy was deployed to BIOP (aka: Baghdad International Airport for those of you who don't speak Air Force) and he has been the greatest edition to our family. Hopefully someday soon we can make him a few more siblings.